I have failed to fulfill my New Year’s resolution, but it is never too late to try again.
I am young and I am foolish.
I am tired and I am confused.
I am lonely and I am distant.
Yet I am young and full of life.
I am learning and I am growing.
I am safe and I am loved
And I am never alone.
They said, “I love you”.
But they do not know me well enough
Not well enough to love me.
Because I wouldn’t let them,
I always lied.
I lied to them. I don’t know why.
I feel guilty for struggling. Do you do that too?
Have you felt guilty before for feeling lost, or distant?
I feel as if I am my only threat.
I don’t know how to confront my problems.